Last night after Tee passed, we all went back to the house to chill a little. The mood was oddly light. I don't know if it was bc we had already come to terms with what was enevitable, or if we were jaded to the reality of the matter....
This morning I feel I personally was jaded last night. Not realizing that IT was over. Her life. Never shall she see her grand children. Shell never meet her sons wives. She won't be there for lots of thing....I guess I'm in the its not fair stage of greiving...it not fucking fair. There so sooo many terrible, horrible, EVIL ppl out there. People who don't love their family. People who only wish EVIL thing on others. Ppl who would not be mourned, or missed..ppl whose absence whould not alter the path of the people around them....fuckin EvIL ppl. This is the last place they will ever live rent free! EVIL is out of our minds, because Tee now resides in our hearts, as we love her, she loves us more.
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